secretly in love with life

Jun 21, 2023

loneliness

Do the memories of our past still play back in your head?

All of the friendships that have faded, the people I briefly spoke with, the coworkers that I goofed off with, I still think about a lot of you. I wonder if you do the same.

The hardest is the relationships we say we’ve gotten over. Some of the partners we’ve had really were a once in a lifetime sort of situation. Maybe you’ve found someone more compatible, maybe you haven’t found anyone like me. Whatever ended up happening, I hope you’re loving your life. While I don’t wish to redo the relationship or rewind to be with you again, the memories sometimes rush into my head like a damaged VHS. Some details lost, the visuals blurry, but I remember how it made me feel, the moments that made me truly happy. And I will protect those tapes because they helped me grow.

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